I'm not too sure what I would call this... it's not really a fan account XD
WARNING: THE WHOLE THING IS ABOUT JAEJOONG
The first time I saw Jaejoong with my own two eyes, I was 15 mtres away from him. Despite not being able to clearly capture every single facial expression, seeing him in person is honestly nothing like going through photos of him on a computer. I could feel his presence… I finally felt as though I existed in the same world as this man. Seeing the tiny gestures I'd grown so accustomed to watching through fancams in the past, I now understand why so many people are so helplessly in love with Jaejoong...
I used to think people who cried over celebrities were pathetic, but the moment I saw Jaejoong step on stage, I realized that I was able to identify with those feelings. Having been so in love with this person for so long and suddenly seeing him in person, alive in breathing right in front of me… I couldn't help the tears from falling…
'He's alive, he's a real person' I don't know how many times I said that after the showcase was over… Please forgive me for my lack of coherence… seriously though, I couldn't stop saying that to myself. After being in the same room as him for a full 75 minutes, I now know him a little bit better outside of the virtual world. I don't know if you guys remember, but during the interview, Jaejoong wasn't sitting properly on his chair and he kind of stumbled… That was when it hit me that he was there in front of me. It felt like more than an interview, it felt like I was watching him converse with his friends. Even though i didn't understand a word of it.. be it english or korean, it didn't matter - being able to see him was more than enough.
I'll love you eternally and unconditionally, because you make the waiting, the grief and the pain worthwhile. I'm not infatuated. I used to love Jaejoong's expressions more than anything, but in those 75 minutes, I fell in love with the whole of him… the boy who danced with everything he had… the boy who wouldn't stop fidgeting during the interview… the boy who sang his heart out for his fans… and much much more. It feels as though falling in love with him was part of my destiny, I'll stay by his side until the end, regardless of how difficult it may be. Don't be afraid Jaejoong, we'll always be with you. People have doubts about how long our love for you will last and we'll prove to them that we're here to stay. Jaejoong… seeing you so frail and scrawny is heartbreaking. You've done enough and you've tried your hardest, please stop overworking yourself and take care.
15 metres. That's how far away I was.
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